R.I.P stupid cell phone.

as in it doesnt fucking work anymore.
dumb.

im putting myself into major reorganization mode.
in other words, i'm going to cleanse myself.
im going to better my life. all on my own if that's what it takes.
i know i dont really have anyone to turn to. it feels like the whole world hates me. and thats okay. cause i just need ME time. only I can make myself happy. no matter how much people ( Read more... )

I can't wait to move now ( Read more... )

Sometimes i think im too emotionally scarred to let anyone in or trust anyone. :'( Thank you ex boyfriends and ex friends who betrayed me and hurt me and lied to me and cheated on me. Now my heart is a fragile piece of shit..... And i have an amazing boyfriend and i can't even trust completely yet because of my past. And i'm an idiot cause i get ( Read more... )

So yesterday my mom sprung something on me... like i had no idea my parents wanted to move. She said our house isn't accomadating our needs or whatever, and she & my dad & my sister have been looking at houses...and of course i'm the last to know everything. it's not 100% yet but if they find a house they are 100% sure about we will move. it'll ( Read more... )

My date with Rob last night went great :) He brought me a PINK ROSE.. my absolute favorite... and i dont think anyone has ever done that for me. I was so nervous and shaking so bad and everything and ah he was just so sweet, so complimentary :) It made me feel really good. And i made him watch Mean Girls...and he liked itttttttttt. Which is even ( Read more... )

i have a boyfriend now! :)

although it will be more official tonight when he "asks me out again in person" too cute<3

SO happy. :)

My journal is re-done!! :) Check it out...

Carebear layout!! & my comment links say THAT IS SO FETCH! heh. I'm completely obsessed with Mean Girls & Carebears... i love Gretchen. She's so adorable and tiny & petite.
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im crawl back into my shell now, thanks. :'(

fuck this day.........

all my happiness goes down the tubes, so fast, just like that.

im gonna go sleep the rest of the day off. like always. :'(