this is to much for me to handle. and right on thanksgiving. perfect timing. why? why?

today was pretty good. im feeling better (sick wise). i went and worked out. that was fun. the lighting of the trees was tonight. i didnt go though. i hope it was fun. i saw the lights on the way home. i love them, they make me really happy. so thats that. i dunno. im pretty bummed out about my dad. a lot...but other than that and the whole sick ( Read more... )

this weekend my heart rotted inside of my skin. it blew and i hated it. my father makes me feel like i dont desreve his love, or the place as his daughter. like i need to earn that place. because i dont appreciate it. like i dont appreciate having him as a father. like that place in his heart is left out and dissapointed in me because i am not good ( Read more... )

heystop today was an odd daystop its been 2 years since my g-ma died todaystop that blowsstop i also went to the chyropractor todaystop that also blwestop im not sure i like it so muchstop i dunno, i guess it wasnt a bad day stop, it just wasnt the best daystop im sure no one gets it except alexstop thats kinda good thoughstop the thing about ( Read more... )

We mortals are but shadows in the dust ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a really long time. i never do anymore. today was a good day. i had a party in 1st block. in 2nd, i had an effing long test. it blew. then in 3rd we did nothing, as usual, and in 4th we had a speaker guy come talk to us about a college. yup. then i went to the chyropractor. that was fun. but yeah, my life is pretty boreing. i ( Read more... )

aww yay! its 12:07 and i cant sleep!!! im so excited about halloween and me and alex just got done making the maps for her house. what a comical situation. hahaha. yup. well its pretty much going to be amazing. you shoudl go. for sure. it is going to be wonderful. but, you have to wear a costume. yay for halloween. i love it. today was good. ( Read more... )

The Survey Where You Say The First Word That Comes To Mind. Yay ( Read more... )

hey guys. i forgot to update for like a week, oops. but i guess it wasnt missed, oh well. im super excited about my halloween costume. yup. i cant wait for the party either. umm, hmmm, i dunno. i guess the reason i never update anymore is because i dont have much to say. i mean i do...but nothing that if i told you, would make it go away. so i wont ( Read more... )

hmm...today was good. i dunno, i was in a good mood all day. i got out of being in trouble for skipping 4th block yesterday, so thats always good...also...hmm, i dunnno that anything else happened really. hmm, lets seee....id have to say no. im hoping for some coffee loft or dinner tonight, either would be acceptional...yup. well...lets see, i hope ( Read more... )