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i cant imagine all the people that you know, and the places that you go, when the lights are turned down low. and i dont understand all the things youve seen, but im slipping in between you and your big dreams..its always you in my big dreams..
and you tell me, that its over, i wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clover. and youre restless, and im naked. you gotta get out, you cant stand to see me shakin..no..
would you let me go? i didnt think so.
and you dont wanna be here in the future, so you say the presents just a pleasent interruption to the past, and you dont wanna look much closer, cuz youre afraid to find out all this hope you had sent into the sky by now had crashed, and it did, because of me..
and then you bring me home, afraid to find out that youre alone, no, and im sleeping in your livingroom, but we dont have much room to live..
i had these dreams that i might learn to play guitar, maybe cross the country, become a rock star. and there was hope in me that i could take you there, but damnit youre so young..well i dont think i care..
and if i hurt you, then im sorry, please dont think that this was easy..
and then youd bring me home, cuz we both know what its like to be alone, no, and im dreaming in your living room, but we dont have much room to live..
and konstantine is walking down the stairs, doesnt she look good, standing in her underwear..and i was thinkin, what i was thinkin, i been thinking and it doesnt get me anywhere..
my konstantine came walking down the stairs, and all that i could do it touch her long,blonde hair, and i was thinking, it hurts me thinking that these nights when we were drinking no they never got me anywhere, no..
this is because i can spell konfusion with a k and i can like it, tis is to dying in anothers arms, and why7 i had to try it, its to Jimmy eat world and those nights in my car when the first star you see may not be a star, im not your star, isnt that what you said what you thought this song meant?
and if this is what it takes just to lie with my mistakes and live with what i did to you, all the hell i put you through, i always catch the clock its 11:11 and now you want to talk, its not hard to dream, youll always be my konstantine..
my konstantine..theyll never hurt you like i do, no no theyll never hurt you like i do..no, no, no no no no no no no
this is to a girl who got into my head with all the pretty things she did, hey, you know, you keep me up in bed
this is to a girl who got into my head with all these fucked up things i did hey, maybe, baby you could keep me up in bed
my konstantine, you spin round me like a dream, and we played out on this movie screen and i said did you know i miss you, did you know i miss you, did you know i miss you, did you know i miss you, did you know i miss you, did you know i miss you?..i miss you..
and then you bring me home and we go to sleep but this time not alone, no no, and you kiss me in your living room, i know i know you miss me in your livingroom, cuz these nights that i think maybe that i miss you in my livingroom..
but we dont have much room, i said does anybody need that room, cuz we all need a little more room, to live..
my konstantine
eh..I feel like shit. I keep having dreams about my dad..I fucking hate life, I just want to escape from all of this. What the fuck gave him the right to do that to me? I wish I didn't know, I wish noone had told me and that I'd never even known about him.