I love to worry. Actually, I hate it, but it just seems to be part of my personality. The problem right now is that there are so many things to worry about that I can't make up my mind what is the most worrisome. So I am not really worrying about anything. In particular. I think my brain is turning to mush.

also... school is making me cuckoo. I think that i am going to become a gypsy and follow my spiritual compass to the ends of the earth. or maybe go to bhutan and learn to live a loftier existance. or at least to love unconditionally and open myself up to every kind of emotional experience. i should really just figure out how to do that here.

It has been forever since I have posted anything on here. So much has happened in the last month, its hard to think that I can ever really be the same. It has been almost a month since Ryan died and I feel like I have finally come to terms with everything. Its not to say that I am not angry or sad or confused, but it seems so pointless to have ( Read more... )

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I have recently come to the realization that a person who I thought I was developing a friendship witn was definitely using me. Who and for what, I don't really want to say before I have spoken to them about it. But I think that I knew all along, and just was hoping that it wasn't really the case. I really wanted to see if I could be friends with ( Read more... )

Does anyone want to go dancing this weekend? I really have the urge. Not sure why... but I do!

I think that what I miss most about school and friends like Stephanie Love, is the opportunity to have an informed debate with someone who knows what they are talking about. I was having an argument with my roommate about CAFTA and free trade. And he tells me that he is very conservative when it comes to fiscal policy and international trade, but ( Read more... )

"The price good men pay for indifference to public affairs is to be ruled by evil men." Plato (427 BCE - 347 BCE)

So, as of this week, Colleen and Robin are in Brazil, Lauren in France, Stephanie in Italy, Michele and Kata are in Costa Rica, Trevor is in Ghana, Sam is in Tanzania, my little brother is in France and Yuki leaves tomorrow for Hong Kong. And I am here. This definitely blows. Why do my parents have to be such freaks about traveling abroad? I should ( Read more... )