Finding Joy Again.

[polyphonic_girl]

It is so goddamn frustrating, and cool(??) slash weird slash fucked up how someone's life, my life, can make one swift rotation, maybe even a 360 in like 3 days? I dont even know how it happens either. Details

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insanity

[livemusicny]

hahah....sounds like your life is pretty ridiculous right now...which is pretty epic in that you cannot get bored and you'll always learn something. but yeah, if you have anytime between your make-out sessions with italian anthony kieidis, we should get a coffee and share stories. i will tell you, right now yours are so much more interesting...sounds like you're handling it all pretty well...
peace, love, craziness,
eric

Re: insanity

[polyphonic_girl]

lol, you're the coolest.

[gleeful_t]

I definately feel that way about this technique. My biggest problem, I think, is that I try too hard, and then all this other stuff goes wrong.

So the intense crazy unstoppable indescribable craziness you don't need or want but can't stop? I think that's love. Maybe love is just really high stakes living (because I'm a nerd and I just said that). Fuckin a, that's how I am with goddamn Collin. I'm elated and in despair and confused and awkward all. The. Time. I hate as-iffing for forcing me to realize this.

I'm really happy for you. Excited, too.

ps- I had a dream I made out with Patrick Dempsey.

[polyphonic_girl]

ahhhhh!! You're simply the best....and um....PATRICK DEMPSEY IS A BEAUTIFUL GREEK GOD AND I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE THAT DREAM MORE THAN LIFE.

Keep me updated on how everything developes with Collin. Do you think you'll tell him how you feel? Would that make things unrepairably weird? We have so much to talk about thanks to LJ.Keep ur head up, dollface.

[shesprimitive]

"I think Atlantic makes us try way too hard. All we need to do is create order and try to truthfully solve the problem on stage. That experience of success stemming from me kinda making the technique take a backseat and just being real and truthful up there left me with this different, but familiar view on acting."

Hmm, interesting. Nice to know I'm not the only one who sometimes gets frustrated with studio.

I just resurrected my livejournal; is it okay if I add you?

- Danielle

[polyphonic_girl]

course! Yeah, most of the time its pure frustration...lol.