Comments | polyphonic_girl: I do this to myself.

polyphonic_girl

I do this to myself.

Apr 04, 2006 01:06

I don't know. I mean, I guess I asked for it. I feel like a bad person. I just never know how I'm gonna feel about something or someone until that feeling overwhelms me. Or until I see through the bullshit I feed myself ( Read more... )

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gleeful_t April 5 2006, 01:26:59 UTC

It seems like Option 1 might be a good idea in a present, short-term situation. He doesn't seem like someone you could have a long-term relationship with without going batshit fucking insane, just because yes, he is "experienced," but in some ways he's still very immature and not ready for a serious commitment. But he's also fun in a superintense way, which is good in small doses.

Option 2 could be better for the future? When he's not "too close toother parts of [your] life"?

ps= KELLY WHERE DO YOU MEET GUYS? I mean aside from just being hot 24/7...

shesprimitive April 6 2006, 03:08:58 UTC

"ps= KELLY WHERE DO YOU MEET GUYS? I mean aside from just being hot 24/7..."

I'd like to know that too!

I desperately want to meet a guy who's straight and not an asshole. And also not an actor.

polyphonic_girl April 6 2006, 03:42:10 UTC

lol...my thoughts exactly. I think im getting to realize it's ok to experience both or all or everyone, really, for their great qualities, and when I can no longer handle the ones I don't connect with, I just step back? And meeting non-actor straight, nyc guys?? Dance clubs. Good and real ones. Not skeezy ones. We'll go.

gleeful_t April 8 2006, 00:12:33 UTC

That's a really great realization, and I think it could be really good.

Also, you're saving my life. I'm like a magnet for the skeezy ones.