just spoke to my mom and the phone and catching her late at night an off guard was maybe a bad idea. she basically told me that no matter how "awesome" my dad has been telling me he is doing, that she believes his body is "giving up". well...i don't know how to respond to that. i'm thankful but mad at her for telling me how she really feels ( Read more... )

oh hello ( Read more... )

It's the last 15 minutes of May 11th as I begin this blog post. I haven't been to this location on the world wide web in a couple years it seems. How does time go on and we travel so many places and experience so many things and then with no difficulty at all we are again back in the same exact place ( Read more... )

1) how i had a most erotic experience acquiring my latest tattoo. the artist was totally drooling and throwing out all sorts of inappropriate comments that in no way made me feel sketchy or uncomfortable. that combined with the sensation was like...whoa ( Read more... )

i wanted to write something here. i forgot what.

there's something slightly wrong with me. i think.

but i kinda like it.

11:49 am on a tuesday morning is hardly the norm for an LJ post or reflective journal entry of any kind for that matter. but coming back from class/wholefoods, i feel like i made huge revelations about myself that need to be documented. for my own sake. i mean, they are things i already knew but maybe hadn't totally acknowledged or been able to ( Read more... )

im conflicted ( Read more... )

I'm really proud of myself for the patience I've acquired lately. I don't know how long it will hold out until I get overwhelmed with frustration again, but I'm taking it day by day. What helps me is, above everything, remembering to always focus on being a better person in life. Theoretically- I can do no wrong if thats my primary concern. I mean ( Read more... )

this is my december ( Read more... )

ok so maybe this is a drunk post. so what ( Read more... )