still working on finding a job... i worked for one night at some bar around the corner as a bartender but i didn't do too hot... didn't know how to make any drinks or anything and it was quite obvious that i didn't know what i was doing really... but i had fun.. it's so strange to be working a real job after stripping for what, like nine months? i' ( Read more... )

i ditched penthouse after a week and a couple grand and got out of stripping with my soul in tact. which was my goal all along. met a man and fell in love like the kind that feeds that soul i just mentioned. i never thought i would feel this way about anyone, ever. not to mention it's the best sex i've ever had. hah ( Read more... )

i will totally seduce that guy if i have the chance.

.. and it looks like i might. muahaha

no, but seriously, i have been asked to work some club opening that the cast and crew will be at. ... uuuhm.. FUCKYEAH!

oh, god i love my job. i love new york city ( Read more... )

so last night, I realize that I really do have to go work - that if i don't go work, i can't get home. so I throw my metalic gold boody shorts and triangle top into my bag with my short white stripperdress and my broken shoes and head out. walk into the hustler club ready to make some money ( Read more... )

i am stuck in nyc! ah! i have to work tonight cause i spent money i wasn't supposed to meeting a photographer that will be SO worth the trouble. Richard Reinsdorf. here's a sample of his work:


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and have therefor, decided to move here. mmyesplease ( Read more... )

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i feel like i've reached a plataeu with modeling. I'm frustrated with not being paid and working my ass off. I give so much to a shoot - usually providing my own wardrobe, styling myself. Which i don't mind, well, untill i got sick of my clothes and realized i can only be photographed in my favorite red ratty froofy dress so many times. I am ( Read more... )