im sitting here with my best convict friend frankie...marissa left a little while ago. tonight was fun...seeing these kids again. me and frank are pumped....the Lamb Of God show and The Soulfly/Ill Nino show are comming up....should be insanity. things have been pretty good lately, i like the way things are going, aside from the fact that i dont ( Read more... )

yeah i said fuck you...well i havent updated in a little bit..the last couple days ive been chillin with frank (nothing new there) and J reed and kenny. we've been havin some good times....yeah baby!! i learned like 40 new songs....Lamb Of God - Ruin, Vigil, In The Absence Of The Sacred>>>>Unearth - The Great Dividers, Black Hearts Now Reign, This ( Read more... )

First grade teacher's name: no idea ( Read more... )

i am so sad...my hearts is bleeding, i feel like i am about to die. i am all alone again, what is my purpose. i guess i am not a person who deserves to be loved. im sorry for all my bullshit. i have to turn to the strength i hold inside me to survive. tonight i will lay in bed in agony. i need something to show my im alive. cuz i have been dead ( Read more... )

i am at the lowest point again...i need an angel to come and lift me up...the pain is unbarable...stress is overwhelming...once again all my flaws are now showing...im crying out for help......someone......please answer my call....i am so embarrassed, ashamed, and disappointed with myself...CANT I HAVE JUST ONE PEACEFUL FUCKING DAY??

MAY THE FIRE IN MY EYES LIGHT THE WAY FOR ME, AND THE BRIDGES I BURN TAKE DOWN MY ENEMIES ( Read more... )

i took my senior picture today and my ugly face cracked the camera lens. then i went to sleep. then i woke up. now i am here typing this shit. i have work at 2:30-5:30. after that im doing nothing. last night was cool. yeah. nobody leaves me comments anymore cuz they suck, so fuck you..nah j/p. peez out. no BOOOM today....

well then...today was ok so far...i woke up at 10:30 cuz my tutor came at 11. he was here till 1, then he left and i ate some toast. and then i fell asleep and now it is 3:00 and i am here. last night was cool...frankis, marissa, mazi, and dana came over and we chilled. mazi left at 9. so me and the fellas just chilled out. marissa and frank had ( Read more... )

alo there kiddos...well my day...my day was good. i woke up at about 1:30 and i talked to frangoochie. then my brother came over and we chilled and shit...i washed his car with him. i talked to spanish roberto for a little while which was cool. and i practiced the atreyu songs for frank and marissa (which i hope they liked). and we just hung out ( Read more... )

well its 3:05 in the afternoon and i just woke up! wow what a lazy ass i am...but i didnt go to bed until 4 last night...i did a lot...i talked to frank, marissa, and dana...then i shaved my face FINALLY...it took 45min to shave cuz my beard was too thick and i could only do it one stroke at a time. after that i watch the new texas chainsaw ( Read more... )