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Apr 17, 2009 23:24

does anyone read this? im kinda feeling like starting a new (and private) journal so that i don't have to feel like im bogging people down with tmi and also have to guard my words. i guess i'm not as honest as i absolutely can be. but i get urges to write pretty ugly things. and it's not so much a matter of honesty cuz sometimes it's just ( Read more... )

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windelkron April 18 2009, 04:10:28 UTC

I read your posts.. i like them a lot, and look forward to them when I click 'friends' as few people even update anymore, much less in an interesting or relevant fashion. It's interesting that I used the word "relevant" when I actually don't know many of the people/situations you talk about.. somehow the way you write makes it seem like I do. I guess reading an entry of yours gives me the feeling.. like.. I dunno, even though I'm only reading one isolated thing, I am struck with the sense that it's like a chapter in a fast-moving story. Even if it's not. Don't stop writing

pontigrl April 20 2009, 01:27:09 UTC

aah thanks stephen! haha it must be weird reading this stuff. i feel like we barely know each other. but that's great that you find it entertaining. congrats on berklee. when do you come to boston?

windelkron April 20 2009, 17:56:02 UTC

september, I guess. I'm working in new haven up till then.

siobhanjw April 18 2009, 08:25:36 UTC

I read your posts!! I love you!

pontigrl April 20 2009, 01:27:55 UTC

love you too, workaholic girl!

VALIDATION danamk April 18 2009, 21:15:19 UTC

i know what you mean. i find myself judging my feelings as i type them out, as if i should feel bad for having them. I waver between thinking LJ being cathartic, or a some sort of silent way of reaching out. i definately find it creepy how people voyeuristically read into your life and then never manage to say a word. probably why most of my friends lists are customized... and i'm finding myself sharing less and less.

Re: VALIDATION pontigrl April 20 2009, 01:35:05 UTC

well i dont think it's so creepy. i feel like putting things in the open is something that keeps me straight, in the sense that it makes me more self-conscious of my thoughts and actions and nudges me towards being more ethical/considerate. i wish i could share everything, but i haven't reached that level of comfort yet.