So today is going to be filled with new things and really old things ( Read more... )

Joe and I are ok again! I am exhausted thinking about it, picking it apart, replaying it all... so I'm just going to say things are fine now. All issues we're not solved, but I've decided now is not the right time to deal with them. He's sad because of all he's lost, and he doesn't really need me to nag him about things that really aren't that big ( Read more... )

I am really tired today. I took a Provigil this morning, and I can tell because I'm not like passing out but my body feels really tired - if that makes sense. My brain is awake but the rest of me isn't. Whatever.. boring.. I'm done ( Read more... )

Holy moley, Im updated again - what is this, 3 times in one week? NICE ( Read more... )

I thought I would get a little crazy and post two days in a row ( Read more... )

I'm in St. Louis with my mom until next Wednesday, the 14th ( Read more... )

Today was the first SWIM meeting of the semester. I was much more organized this time around... which was nice. Last semester I always felt like I was throwing things together before meetings... this time I was actually together for once. I didn't stick around school for long though. I went to my first class but left on the break. I just felt (feel ( Read more... )

I just watched Twilight, finally ( Read more... )

I keep having these insane dreams. They are so ridiculously vivid, too. I always wake up with my heart beating like crazy and I'm light headed ( Read more... )

Nothing has changed since my last entry, except maybe my attitude ( Read more... )