Friends

Only now.

The truth is hard to take in sometimes.

Today, I got a big dose of it.

I'm sick of all the pills,

and now I have more.

 No one takes me serious,

and I wish that I wasn't portrayed as a stupid ditzy blonde.

I'm so cold. The football game was even colder. 
I couldn't stand it. I've never been more cold.

I'm going to bundle up in my bed,
and watch a nice movie
being nice and warm.

I'm excited. :]

I need to live my own life,
the way I want to live it.

You need to understand that.

leef aaecalp aatuo aaI aayreve aata aatseb aama aaerehw aafo aaI ym aaI emoh aafi aahtiw ta aasti I na aaekil leef aasdneifr aatsactuo.

dne eht.

 All the secrets that I keep from people
just need to escape from my mouth
and float far far away.

And I would feel so much better.

 I never wanted to punch more people in the face than I did today.

I'm so frustrated with doctors, counselors,  just people in general.

I got a job.