And the war rages with a new battle. One of lies and deception. One of self-pity and undecisive minds. A battle that will leave a crater of an impact. I lie? No, you lie to yourself. You lie about yourself. You lie to your friends; you lie to your family. You are the word twisting witch. A conjuror of false-hopes and dead dreams. The terror to the ( Read more... )

i need to get away...for a long time. No one lets me make my own decisions anymore. not that i like making them anyways. but still. Can i live my own life for once? So many things seem so stupid now. I don't know what to make of them. A blanket of lies and deceit cloud my vision. The wall of an apathetic monarchy rejects my petition for freedom. I ( Read more... )

Mrs. Bader is being an ass. Someone needs to smack her upside her head. We got ice cream in geometry. I decided to sit and talk while mine melted. Then it got all over me. ROFL. i laughed. i mean come on. I pen slashed david in the head. haha. funny. Left a mark. just not a pen mark...damn that pen. still good anyways. I was tickled absolutly crazy ( Read more... )

Wow. I thought today was going to be very boring. I worked out and started to go swim but got interupted by a phone call from megan and rachel at the tennis courts. They wanted me to come, so i was like hey cool, i 'll do that. And so i did. Which sucked because 10 minutes after i got there Nathan showed up to take meg home. I wanted them to come ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was the drama skit dealy. I wanted to go. I did. Actually, i stayed after school too. That rocked socks. We watched all the skits. They were quite entertaining. I enjoyed it thoroughly. I got to catch up on lost Russie time. Russie...the rocker of my face. *not anissa's rocking* rofl. Well, yes, that. I'm bored. Russell is doing that ( Read more... )

Today, my friends, was crazily good. I officially claimed today Russie Day. For reasons of reasoning. Twas' quite good. I poked much. I got poked much. and for that you will suffer a horrible poking tomorrow. muahaha. I believe everyday should be russie day. lol. that would rock. but more if more. hehehe. Well that ended with a near purple murple ( Read more... )

Argh! We had this crazy power surge shit thing happen at my house a few days ago. It fried my computer, which can hopefully be fixed, and killed my stereo which can also hopefully be fixed. I havn't listened to music in so looong! STEREO I LOVE YOU!!! Anyways, i'm in the stupid kitchen updating. I hate being in here. People can see what i'm typing ( Read more... )

Today was the talent show as you all know. Strangely enough, i got to go by a small lie to the parents. YAY. So i went and met up with megan, rachel, and russell. We all sat together and of course i was loud and obnoxious. Tsk on me. I love jessica seiberling and jerry's voice. They rock my socks. Everyone rocked though. Ross, kelly, brady, justin ( Read more... )

Well, nothing much has been 'happinin' lately. My internet has been out for a couple days and probly will be for a couple more days. It randomly flicks on for a few minutes but then shuts down again. My computer is quite gay. It's getting together with Russie's computer. Anyways, school is nearing it's end soon. I don't believe i have to take any ( Read more... )

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