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4th of july
So tonight was probably one of the best nights I've had in a long time!it wasn't really exciting,but I enjoyed every minute of it!I went with Gina to eat at pfchangs and then down to watch the fireworks that r shot from vulcan.we found a great spot on 19th laid a blanket down and watched the fireworks.I know its not a whole lot but there's ( Read more... ) -
yah...
When you tell yourself its over and you tell everyone else...does that make it true ( Read more... ) -
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So my jaw won't stop hurting!and I'm so stressed cuz of work everything has to go all hawire at once.I miss him...I can't even get in touch w him I don't have a phone #.anyway just a little complaining. -
please help me
ok so its 1:30 in the morning and i can't sleep cuz of the frickin' pain in my jaw!i don't know what it is but jennifer thinks its my wisdom teeth coming in.it's hurt for a week now.it has also i think been the source of the migraines i have had for the past 2 weeks.i wanna go to sleep!i'm so exhausted since i have gone back to my old sleeping ( Read more... ) -
as of now...
I AM ALONE...i don't even know why it bothers me so. i've always hated being single but i really can't stand it right now.there's someone i am in a relationship with if you can even call it that but ultimately i am single and alone and sad and want to be loved and held and comforted.i need it...i don't think i can do it like this much longer ( Read more... ) -
alright...
so no matter what i do no matter where i go there is a conspiracy against me being happy and relaxed about my life.everything i've ever done bad or good comes back to haunt me.i want a change, i want a new life, i want to say goodbye to all of those people who have ruined what little happiness i could have had ( Read more... ) -
well...
well...i feel like crap!i'm constantly beating myself up lately and i don't know why im making things so hard for myself. i'm weeding some people out of my life apparently and think this is a good idea for me right now though i fail to see the benefits to their full extent other than the possibility of some future happiness. I feel so completely ( Read more... ) -
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so i don't post often but i felt the need to rant for a bit so here it goes ( Read more... ) -
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can't make him happy ( Read more... ) -
secret thoughts
some things i'll never say.but just need to say one thing...i miss someone very very very very very very much!
nothing else today!
me