good afternoon everyone. we're flying at 26,000 feet , moving ( Read more... )

well here i am....
all alone again...

soccer practice..whoopty fuckin doo! 12-3

i need a friend to hug and a boy to kiss right now..the well not right now. people would see. and not at the same time. cause that wouldnt work. i mean where would my friend's head go if i was gettin kissed and where would the boys hands go an....

nevermind i dont kiss people anyways. i dont want to get pregnant!!! true story ( Read more... )

today was great even though i did nothing. roxy tells the best stories ever!! (i personaly like the one about the girl w/ a dick). she came back and said she missed me, it feels good to know someone is thinking of me, what a good kid. well im not so confused anymore, but i dont believe anyone feels the way i feel about you now. ahh boys confuse me ( Read more... )

i fucked up again . but this time its prety bad. i might have had a chance but now..hm..theres no chance what so ever, but i guess its fine. yea so i got a bloody nose from caitlyn today, she fucking pushed me into a wall..whore. my room is getting redone and it smells like chemicals. i would say i like it, except for the fact that i dont like it ( Read more... )

holy shit. 3 work outs 1 diving sesh 7400 yards. wow, i didnt really care about my races today, i didnt even try. i didnt end up placing when i should have got first. i was kinda bummed but it was my fault, so tristan gave me his medal. it made my day. eric is falling hard, im laughing hard, maybe i should think it over. hes going to poland for a ( Read more... )

i have a few things on my mind. my hands are shaking as i type this but for now, im getting ready for a swim meet. it starts in an hour..im fuckin tired. i need more than luck on this shit. im really confused on this one thing. its like, i want to give up, but i cant. and i tried to persuade myself that i am, but it just stays in the back of my ( Read more... )

if i could have one wish i would wish i wouldnt have to be second best, even though it always works out that way. or to wish someone felt the same way you felt about them, but nothing ever goes your way, you have you take a break. so i think i might. it might be simpler, to not get hurt. but it might feel better, to have fun and get hurt in the end ( Read more... )

okay. on tuesday im going to seal beach. i want to see kerry! but while im there i think i will stop by chris and marks house. i want to meet stefan and race him at mcgauh. it will be great. so today, i wanted to go to eydies but i got in trouble for something stupid. so then my mom gave in and let me go to the movies with andres. we saw bad boys ( Read more... )

night ( Read more... )