A little bit, i mean, the tiniest, most insignificant spec misses you. im sure that spec will always be there, but im happy with where my life is and i love the man im with. i think u love the woman u are with and having a baby is a huge undertaking. i never thought that u would have a baby so soon, but u proved me wrong. i cant help but think that ( Read more... )

I have no idea who will read this considering I never use it, but oh well, it will be nice to vent about everything. Let's see... well, I lost my job, and have been jobless since July 27th, and it is really starting to suck. I want to visit all of my friends in SB and I also want to save up so I can visit Oregon when all of my friends move there. ( Read more... )

but i have to write and get shit off of my chest ( Read more... )

so, i havent written in this thing forever, probably because it was mainly for my friends in sb, but most of them do not use this thing anymore, which is sad. but i guess i should let all of the people that may read this know whats new in my life ( Read more... )

I was on my way to school on Thursday morning when all of the sudden some dumb ass was trying to get into my lane right where my car was. i saw him cross the line, i moved to the left to avoid him. i felt a bump and then i slammed into the median, lost control and spun out across the entire freeway and when i stopped i was facing traffic on the ( Read more... )

Going to Napa tomorrow!
Eating good food tomorrow!(hopefully)
Maybe going to San Fran on Friday!
Going to SB on the way back home from Napa!
It's gonna be a good little vacation.

Here's another fascinating update about my life ( Read more... )

okay, much has happened in the past week let me start with monday ( Read more... )

I got my corset in the mail today, its a little big, but i can deal, ill just have to wear a bra with it. anywho, im really stressed about work right now, dont want to talk about it, but i will say that it sucks. i will also say that i am looking forward to the next couple of months a lot. i will hopefully be able to see some of the sb peeps on the ( Read more... )

so, i was talking to my psychic friend yesterday. we had hung out earlier and then we were tlaking on aim. he asked me if i wanted to know what he saw when he saw me and i said of course i did. so, he said that he saw a boy that was once happy but now is very sad and i was holding what looked like a shiny ball of light close to me and something is ( Read more... )