i miss my boyfriend.
so.
fucking.
much.

well he left for boot camp on tuesday ( Read more... )

oh. oh. oh.
i should be writing my paper on buddhist mythology..but i simply don't feel like it.
im bored.
i have to go back to work.
what the hell.
i hate work.

dave leaves in less than a month.
oh man oh man.
i cant believe it.

but we had our 6 months last week...so that was grand.

anyway. i need food.
adios

so this is life ( Read more... )

he makes me so very happy :)
i don't want to go back to school. im dreading it.
gah.
i love life right now.

so i was reading my entires from like last year.
and i realized how completely morbid they were.
and since i dont feel like deleting every single depressing thing i wrote.
im just going to verbally erase them.

ERASED.

boo ( Read more... )

so hmm ( Read more... )

i have a broken heart.
what a surprise right?

when will i learn?
hah. fuck it.

im sick of getting hurt
im sick of being let down
im sick of letting myself trust people
im sick of having hope that anyone in the world has any ounce of kindess
whatever.
im so completely over people.
grow up. seriously.