Give it to me straight.

[poopsnbladders]

Confusion, frustration, anger, depression, alienation, purposelessness. My days are filled with these and not much else. If I didn't have to pee so bad I might not even get out of bed. I think I may have hurt someone tonight. I hope not. Goodnight.

Comments

[alicemeows]

you are quite beautiful and caught my eye ;) Too cute.

so ive been waiting for a girl to comment on my myspace, and one did, just not in the way i was looking for. but shes hot so its ok.

[murdercreekroad]

i love you roger!

[poopsnbladders]

Thank you.

did i miss something?

[singmedown]

you sound so miserable.
so miserable.
what happened?
you weren't always this miserable....
i don't think you were at least.

Re: did i miss something?

[poopsnbladders]

I'm not sure if I was always this miserable or if I have just decided to not hide it anymore. I feel I have no one to turn to, no one to relate to and no real reason to be on this Earth. I'm lonely, depressed, confused, afraid...all of the things I shouldn't be if I know who Jesus is. I don't see him in anyone any more. No one is Jesus to me so I find it hard to be Jesus to anyone. I don't trust anyone. I might just be feeling sorry for myself, I'm not even sure about that. Maybe I just need a hug. Typing this almost confirms in my mind that what I write is true. I just want to give up the fight but at the same time I hear that little voice telling me to keep going, that it might get better. I hope so. I love you Lauren, thanks for caring.