things are good,

then there is the school that just dulls the day.

i dont know how to feel?

(scaried for her)

Do u ever do something stupid, cus ur just not thinking at that moment, then afterwards ur like, WTF u idiot. YEA

fucking idiot,

gunna go running to get my mind off, MY STUPIDNESS

Sometimes i feel like i scare myself over things

for no reason

Saw BETWEEN THE BURIED AND ME tonite at showcase,
along with
Burnt By The Sun, Premonitions Of War, Suicide Silence & Amaranth

eh

Woke up at 6:20, to screaming and fight.

Blah Blah
walk to post office one more time this week at 7:37

cried 8:26

pissed no mens water polo on tv at 9:30 (fuck)

MORNING SO FAR !!! still got like 12 hours, LETS SEE HOW MUCH BETTER IT GETS

\\things smooth out//

Great things happened for me for 5 days

great, perfect things

and of course now, the bad has to follow

now that the good is
done with

Today was the best day of my summer

all the struggle, was worth it in the end

listening to the blood brothers new cd, not released yet, brother downloaded from some where, not bad for not being edited yet.