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[poorimpulsectrl]

What a fucking shithead I hate him so much. He's a lazy bastard....and he makes me feel like I have no reason behind my feelings. I felt so powerless, but not anymore. I don't give a fuck what any of you say...all of you who tell me to stay with him, or think that I'm the bitch to him. You don't see what happens behind closed doors. You're not

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[laricanboi]

Thats right jess you shouldnt care about what people think about your personal life. because thats just it. its your *(*personal*)* life. you shouldnt have to feel numb at all. im sorry that happened to you. but fuck it then he doesnt deserve you if you dont think he deserves you.

[poorimpulsectrl]

Now he's being all nice to try and make up for him. Right meow I'm too damn stressed, and too involved in my school life to give a shit what he does. As long as he doesn't piss me off. My roommate keeps saying I need to stay with him or stay living there, and I just keep feeling he's looking down upon me because he's known that person for 10 years. I don't get it, because you're an outside observer and you understand. This guy who has known me through out high school and seen my relationship progress and regress understands, is shocked, but understands. I've been offered several places to stay if I "just need to get away", but if I went for it, this whole apt. will turn against me. So I may as well just LEAVE. My roomie says "it's no good running from your problems" and I said "That's exactly right, so how come when I try to resolve things he doesn't want to talk about it?"...Roomie says my approach comes off really mean (or something to that extent). Well when you've been pleading with the same, never-ending case for a year...things

[bloody_sabotage]

hey jess i just wanted to say hi and say sorry there are problems on the home front...just find "your" way and if jens is on that way and is on it for a long time then so be it...but dont forget it is your way!

[poorimpulsectrl]

Thanks for your support Eric. I'm trying to "do it my way", it's hard to break away from routine sometimes, though. I miss you, hurry the hell up!!!!!!!!

[crackerbunnie]

Alls i can say is "sorry"...

[bloody_sabotage]

hey jens you know you can do your own way as well.

hii

[kathalicious]

Hiiii jess jess jess jess jess jess jess jess... I love you!!! =D... Dont be saddddd muah!

ps- I started calling you my step sister and your mom my step mom =D... Just thought youd like to know lol... I dont know why I did that either I guess its just easier to explain that way =D.

Re: hii

[poorimpulsectrl]

Love you Kaffie...love that I'm your step sister now, but I'll still always call you my lil sis, even though you are growing everyday! That totally made my day. Party on Sat....I got some hw done, so u better show! I did it ahead of time just foh' u!