I'm on lots of medication right now bc I'm sick...so if i don't make sense ask me tomorrow. and I thought it would be fun to take more, because I'm tired. And I'm sweating my fucking ass off but my head is freezing. And it says it's supposed to be a cough surpressant but I'm still fucking coughing and the shits not coming up. It's jammed up in ( Read more... )

Note of advice: If you're a guy, with a penis...don't ever tell me I'm jealous of you. Because 10/10 times, I'm most probably not. You don't have anything I want, trust me. I put green in my hair and I think I have laringitis. Wtf spelling sucks. Even though when I was little, I won most of the spelling bees. I feel like I'm drunk all the time. ( Read more... )

Why do people get mad at your for doing something when...
A) They've already done it
B) They turn around and go do it.
One great mystery I'll never understand.

I'm not updating anymore unless something REALLY cool happens. I'm sick of the computer, I wanna throw it out my window. Kbye.

I don't know what to say, except that I was right. I can't change, I'll always be this way and I just need to accept the fact I'm completely fucking mental.

It's SO strange the way life works out. The second you think you have the shittiest life ever, the sun shines through your window. Surprising but wonderful. Life is grand ♥

Just because I don't care doesn't mean I don't have feelings. Remember that when you're laying in bed late at night, with thoughts of me in your head. I'm not a heartless bitch I'm just SMART and sometimes you can't make decisions based on your heart. I've been through this before and I'll never go back. I'm not fucking waiting around to get fucked ( Read more... )

Don't bother me. I will not have friends OR boyfriends who don't respect me and my feelings. You're selfish and that hurts me because I thought I knew both of you better, but I'm over it and I don't want anything to do with you. I was there for you, listened to your problems, and had a lot of respect for you. That's gone. I have better friends in ( Read more... )

I always thought of myself as a miserable and lonely quiet kid but I just watched this video from me when I was 7 and apparently I loved being recorded and was really loud. It kind of changes my whole perception on my childhood.

So I was looking at this picture of my old friend from a really long time ago and it made me really really sad. I don't even know him from the day I met him. He was so different back then. He was happy, or maybe it was fake. But as time progessed, his personality completely changed and I guess I got to know him for who he really is. But I miss him ( Read more... )