then live the rest of our life, but not together
then live the rest of our life, but not together
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drabble: 451
But this is a better happy ending than no ending at all.
an: I don't know. This is again, random. I always write random things, don't I? keke~ Just a drabble. A sad one, I guess? ._. Hope you like it~
No hope. No love. No glory. No happy ending
This is the way that we love like it's forever
They say that happy endings doesn't really exist, but maybe the one near that. Almost a happy ending. We can achieve it right? Because even if we get our happy ending, it won't really stay like that forever and there's no ending.
Not with love. Not with life. Not with death. Not with suffering.
You see him everyday. For years, everyday you wake up, it's his face you see and a smile would creep on your face unknowingly and seconds after. Seconds after, he would wake up and will mirror your smile before leaning in to peck you on the lips quickly.
It's as easy as that. Your everyday life consists of him and other things that sometimes you ignore and just forget when you hit your head against the pillow and closes your eyes to fall into a dreamless sleep. It's dreamless because if you're not dreaming of him, then there's no point in dreaming.
But it's not always easy. Easy is too cliché. Easy is too common. Easy is too hard to gain.
You can't really hold him anytime you want to. Can't kiss him anywhere you want. Can't even have a proper conversation with him in public.
Tired. That's what you are and you knew it won't develop into something more. Not when it's forbidden. Sees and feels how wrong it is every touch and words spilled while in your own little moment.
There's really no happy ending in your life. Or any others life. It's just... that some are able to live the rest of their lives with the one that they love.
Of course you are going to spend your life with him, you thought, more like chided yourself, as you stand beside him in the altar, biting your lip nervously.
He glances at you, a little hint of uncertainty in his eyes, but you nod at him in reassurance and pats his back, your hand lingering longer than necessary before pulling it away and smiles at the crowd while you feel your chest tighten.
But this is a better happy ending than no ending at all. You can't even call it an ending because it's a sort of a beginning.
Beginning of a new life. New experiences. New problems to tackle with and new consequences to face.
Still, you're happy just like this 'cause you two wouldn't work out anyway. You married, he's marrying, you two are still best friends and your relationship from before will stay a secret from everybody.
It's not the best, but you settle for it. You're settling for it.
"Junhyung-ah, be ready," You whisper and taps his shoulder before straightening like you're experiencing the worst day of your life.
FIN.
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drabble: 451
But this is a better happy ending than no ending at all.
an: I don't know. This is again, random. I always write random things, don't I? keke~ Just a drabble. A sad one, I guess? ._. Hope you like it~
No hope. No love. No glory. No happy ending
This is the way that we love like it's forever
They say that happy endings doesn't really exist, but maybe the one near that. Almost a happy ending. We can achieve it right? Because even if we get our happy ending, it won't really stay like that forever and there's no ending.
Not with love. Not with life. Not with death. Not with suffering.
You see him everyday. For years, everyday you wake up, it's his face you see and a smile would creep on your face unknowingly and seconds after. Seconds after, he would wake up and will mirror your smile before leaning in to peck you on the lips quickly.
It's as easy as that. Your everyday life consists of him and other things that sometimes you ignore and just forget when you hit your head against the pillow and closes your eyes to fall into a dreamless sleep. It's dreamless because if you're not dreaming of him, then there's no point in dreaming.
But it's not always easy. Easy is too cliché. Easy is too common. Easy is too hard to gain.
You can't really hold him anytime you want to. Can't kiss him anywhere you want. Can't even have a proper conversation with him in public.
Tired. That's what you are and you knew it won't develop into something more. Not when it's forbidden. Sees and feels how wrong it is every touch and words spilled while in your own little moment.
There's really no happy ending in your life. Or any others life. It's just... that some are able to live the rest of their lives with the one that they love.
Of course you are going to spend your life with him, you thought, more like chided yourself, as you stand beside him in the altar, biting your lip nervously.
He glances at you, a little hint of uncertainty in his eyes, but you nod at him in reassurance and pats his back, your hand lingering longer than necessary before pulling it away and smiles at the crowd while you feel your chest tighten.
But this is a better happy ending than no ending at all. You can't even call it an ending because it's a sort of a beginning.
Beginning of a new life. New experiences. New problems to tackle with and new consequences to face.
Still, you're happy just like this 'cause you two wouldn't work out anyway. You married, he's marrying, you two are still best friends and your relationship from before will stay a secret from everybody.
It's not the best, but you settle for it. You're settling for it.
"Junhyung-ah, be ready," You whisper and taps his shoulder before straightening like you're experiencing the worst day of your life.
FIN.