excellent discoveries arise.

[popndrop]

something clicked in my brain today... and even though it was totally small and useless... it told an awful lot about how i think and why my life is turning out so pointless and without absolute purpose

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trickery

[orangeisburning]

i miss you, i want to share my ambition with you. i'd hire you to work with me if you were here. maybe you should go on the happy meds? don't like saying that tho, they haven't helped anyone i know yet... maybe concentrate on what you want to do and what you would love to do and dont stop until you have it. eventually that turns into ambition... trick yourself into doing it.

Re: trickery

[popndrop]

i wish i loved STUFF... instead of just people.

if i DID indeed love 'stuff'... i would bore of it just as fast as i discovered it. fuck.

Re: trickery

[orangeisburning]

i thought you loved music and wanted to do stuff with it?
why u so depressed luv? you used to be so happy.

Re: trickery

[popndrop]

why the heck does everyone think im sad? just because im depressed doesn't mean im sad and going to murder my soul! jeez.
my depression is based mainly on trying to figure my life out. it doesn't mean i hate life...

and yah, i love music. but the business is bullshit. word.