ok im getting a job back at Meijer (a grocery store) were i worked once be for. tina in one of her tails of interest sade something about me getting a hair cut im relay thinking about it now.... if you know of rammstein there singer has cool hair id have to die my hair black and.... look them up too see or ill post on my rosterteeth

well im better then i was but not as good as i was with her. but o well im better now =)

sorry one more thing i dont think i can to be friends with her now. it would be cool,bit i dont think i can. dont know why im bringing up my exes but it was ez as hell to be friends with magen, little harder wiyh jori ( dont know why) im havent even dated her and i feel ilke i got dumped. did i get signals mixed up or am i just fuking dumb, or what ( Read more... )

well last night i found out lauren only likes me as a friend. i dont fucking know why she would did what we have been doing the past few days, if she wanted to be friend she just fucking should have told me.i guess its fucking true i cant be happy or have who i want... all this makes me want to unwrap my head with a gun. (no im no going to)

Oooook. Lauren came over again and she started texing me from Lindsay. Heres how it went ( Read more... )

yea so lauren (1 of the girls i like) matts sisters friend came over. we were flirting like we normal do and from no were she asks for my # sweet. (this was like at 1059 pm)we were having pillow fight on the couch and then we started watching tv she pinched my i poked her. then we started to cuddle (she left about 2am.)fun well i sleep now night ( Read more... )

i got borde so here ( Read more... )

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have you ever been so tiered of the shit you go throw everyday knowing you cant have what your who you want, looking for something but not seeing/finding it, talking to someone and knowing you can only be friends with but you would like to be more, doing things for for someone but its never good,doing what floats your boat but it hasnt floated in ( Read more... )

my AIM thing is snailtoad so there