oo40 [ written/voice ] (backdated to May 20th!)

May 27, 2011 21:44

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It's still hard to believe so much has happened recently. It feels like things haven't stopped since that experiment. That's just Luceti, though. Things are always like this. But I'm still not sure what I want to do. Or what I should do ( Read more... )

deep thoughts, this post is ridiculous, stupid malnosso, she has a lot of feelings, who needs filters, somber not sad, !voice, why are her tags so depressing?, needs more happy, !written, excuse me while i ramble, vanitas sucks, question for the masses

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filtered one_green_eye May 28 2011, 01:56:44 UTC
... Xion-- why would you want to apologize?

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filtered poppetry May 28 2011, 02:01:10 UTC
... it's just that ... I didn't have any right to say anything to you about Sanji. I just ... none of it was any of my business.

[ ... can you tell she talked to Sanji yesterday, maybe. ]

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one_green_eye May 28 2011, 02:11:57 UTC
Xion [it comes out like half a laugh, half a sigh] I probably don't have any business saying most of the things I've said to you.

You don't have to apologize for anything you said. You were just sharing something you knew.

[pause-- and he adds, much more quietly] It's not your fault it's-- complicated.

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poppetry May 28 2011, 02:49:37 UTC
No. [ actually a little insistent. ] That older version of me was right to keep it a secret. It still wasn't my place to... [ she trails off. ]

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voice risingwinds May 28 2011, 02:20:19 UTC
Forever, huh?

[That's a good question, Xion. Give Ven a minute to think this over.]

Well, I like to think it means... forever. Something that'll never go away, even if you can't see it or feel it.

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voice 1/2 poppetry May 28 2011, 02:55:40 UTC
[ ... Ven. ]

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voice poppetry May 28 2011, 02:56:49 UTC
[ She hasn't spoken to him since--

What Vanitas said--

She swallows her anxieties and tries to respond normally. --only to realize she doesn't know how. She's got Vanitas on her mind, and suddenly her question doesn't seem as important. Very gently ]

Ven ... I ... I wanted to talk to you.

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voice risingwinds May 28 2011, 03:07:18 UTC
Really?

[Hm, what's she wanna talk about, though?]

Well, I'm all ears!

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[Voice] consultmybooks May 28 2011, 02:31:30 UTC
"Forever"...

...I'm not sure I've ever thought of it, beyond the dictionary definition.

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[Voice] poppetry May 28 2011, 02:57:55 UTC
I guess that's why I'm asking. I wondered if it meant different things to different people, maybe ... if that was possible. I mean ... "forever" can't really exist in a place like Luceti, right?

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Re: [Voice] consultmybooks May 28 2011, 03:09:13 UTC
No, it doesn't. The seasons, the experiments, death, ourselves...even the Malnosso aren't forever, are they?

...I don't think I really believe in the idea at all, actually.

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[Voice] poppetry May 28 2011, 03:19:49 UTC
... yeah. [ a little sadly. ] I guess not.

[ but that part's a little surprising... ] Really? Not even back home?

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replicaaaaaa filter catus_carnival May 28 2011, 02:35:32 UTC
...What's a 'replica'? Is it yummy?

[Even though she's one, of course she has no idea what one is. Or what being able to see that filter even means.]

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replicaaaaaa filter 1/2 poppetry May 28 2011, 02:58:44 UTC
[ ............... wait, what?

This .... er .... creature? .... is able to respond to the filter, but doesn't know what Replicas even are?

... oh dear. ]

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replicaaaaaa filter poppetry May 28 2011, 02:59:23 UTC
Uh.... no, you ... can't eat them. They're living beings! Like you and me.

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replicaaaaaa filter catus_carnival May 28 2011, 03:10:18 UTC
[Tao sounds kind of disappointed for a second.]

So...are you Kaka too?

[So she's implying they're the same. But she doesn't look like a Kaka. How could this beeeeee]

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[Voice] meteorical May 28 2011, 02:47:27 UTC
Always the heavy questions, huh?

Forever...it's permanent, you know? Even as everything around you shifts and changes and turns the world upside down, the things that are forever never change. Forever things and forever people? They're reliable because they're constant.

I don't know if that makes sense, but...that's just what I think.

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[Voice] poppetry May 28 2011, 03:00:48 UTC
Sorry! I was just thinking about it...

[ She pauses, of course, while Kairi talks. .... "forever people," huh? ]

Do you think people we've met here can be "forever people"?

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[Voice] meteorical May 28 2011, 04:03:32 UTC
[That calls for her own pause. Darn you, Xion.]

...if they've had a huge impact on your life and remain the same with all of the chaos that goes on around here? Yeah, I don't see why not.

[There's another slight pause before she kicks it up to a filter.]

[Filtered]

Have someone particular in mind?

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[Filtered] poppetry May 28 2011, 06:15:24 UTC
[ yeah, skipping the formalities here. ]

... you can probably guess.

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