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May 27, 2011 21:44

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It's still hard to believe so much has happened recently. It feels like things haven't stopped since that experiment. That's just Luceti, though. Things are always like this. But I'm still not sure what I want to do. Or what I should do ( Read more... )

deep thoughts, this post is ridiculous, stupid malnosso, she has a lot of feelings, who needs filters, somber not sad, !voice, why are her tags so depressing?, needs more happy, !written, excuse me while i ramble, vanitas sucks, question for the masses

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[Video] sea_king_bait May 28 2011, 13:24:26 UTC
Forever is... um, well, forever! It'll never go away, even if you want it to.

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[Video] poppetry May 28 2011, 21:02:02 UTC
... why would you want it to? [ honest question. A bad "forever"? ]

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[Video] sea_king_bait May 28 2011, 23:17:03 UTC
W-well... there's always something that happens in your life that you wish didn't happen. As much as you want it to go away, it's there forever, right?

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[Video] poppetry May 29 2011, 01:25:30 UTC
Oh... that's what you mean.

[ ... there are a lot of things Xion wishes were different, but ... that she wishes didn't happen at all? Hm. ]

... does everyone ... really have something like that? [ Sort of a wondering tone. Wouldn't that be really sad? It can't be true that everyone has things they wish didn't happen, or weren't real... ]

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[Video] sea_king_bait May 29 2011, 03:17:58 UTC
I think so... d-don't you?

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[Video] poppetry May 30 2011, 01:36:07 UTC
[ ... Riku comes to mind. ]

Maybe... it's just really sad to think that we all have something like that. A sad "forever" that never goes away... "forever" should be something you want to keep.

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[Video] sea_king_bait May 30 2011, 03:40:04 UTC
[She nods.]

I think there are lots of those, too. Like... friendship! And... um... love.

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[Video] poppetry May 30 2011, 04:13:13 UTC
[ Ho. If the sudden light blush of pink across her cheeks is any indication, that "love" part rings pretty true for her. ]

Yeah. That's the sort of "forever" I was thinking about when I asked, actually. [ a kind of shy laugh. ]

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[Video] sea_king_bait May 30 2011, 04:47:58 UTC
Hm. So were you really asking "what does love mean to you"?

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[Video] poppetry June 1 2011, 02:23:28 UTC
Um... [ what. that question keeps her blush right where it is, but after a thoughtful pause she shakes her head. ] No, not really. I mean... not just love, I guess. Love might be part of it... But memories can be, too.

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[Video] sea_king_bait June 1 2011, 06:28:43 UTC
[Oh Xion, why so cute.]

I don't think anything is more important than memories. If you don't remember what happened in the past, how do you remember who you are?

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[Video] poppetry June 1 2011, 07:20:10 UTC
[ It's what she do, man.

Still, those words ... are a little odd, for a creature like her. Made of memories as she is -- memories that aren't her own. So she's quiet for a moment as she considers it, her blush fading. ]

That's true. Our memories ... define so much of who we are. So I guess I like to believe that memories are "forever" ... that they'll always stay in our hearts. Even if we leave this place.

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[Video] sea_king_bait June 1 2011, 07:23:10 UTC
[She nods quietly.]

Luceti... when we leave we're supposed to lose these memories? But... maybe they really do stay with us in our heart?

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[Video] poppetry June 1 2011, 07:33:31 UTC
[ She grins. ]

Exactly! That's what I want to believe.

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[Video] sea_king_bait June 1 2011, 07:34:46 UTC
[She'll see your grin, and match it.]

Then that's what I'll believe too!

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[Video] poppetry June 1 2011, 07:40:16 UTC
[ she beams, and laughs. ] Then we can believe it together. What's your name?

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