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Why when you tell people to do something do they do the fucking opposite? I told David he could not give his mother my phone number, I didn’t tell him the reason being I couldn’t handle a phone call. So what does he do he give her my number!
Not what I want to wake up to! She bitched that she’s been waiting months for this money and what the hell was I doing? She even had the cheek to ask if I had a job yet (I said no, and if I had she would have the money) then asked then what was I doing with my days. I couldn’t believe the fucking cheek, of course she asked about the money for the bed and it being a phone call I couldn’t say she’s already got it I buckled and said I’d pay for it.
She said she’d got some mail for me what’s my address, once again phone, couldn’t tell her she couldn’t have it. She said if she doesn’t have the money by the end of the month she’s gonna take me to court, she knows I don’t have any money! Fucking Bitch! And she asked about my parents paying, I’ve all ready explained they can’t I wasn’t going to do it again.
So yeah, great fucking way to be woken up, I feel like shit, and like I just fucking fail at life!
I’m trying damnit, and it counts for fuck all!
I’m sure I wanted to put more but I’m just so angry/upset that I can’t remember what, I’m hoping writing this down will help me calm down.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!