i'm so nervous...

i just... i want to make it so badly.

ohhh my god.  im so afraid of pulling a jen wood and just NOT getting in.

she had a really good audition last year too.  i heard it.  i was right outside the room.

jkshdlglkja

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i just... fuckin need to get out of here and go to college

i need to live by myself

and i need to be in a new place

with new people

and

its like its all hitting me at once that i've been doing the same stuff for 18 years

today is sucking a lot

and its just made me want to get out of here more

i cant wait

i just really cant wait to go to college

BUT

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so we're doing les mis.... in the spring....

.....

i dont know

i dont know how i feel about it...

...

i... i just dont know

fskldhfjksahgjkahjklga gahhhhhhhhhhh

Jacob

well strengthen our late and biceps together
Shay

our late?

yeah my late needs work
Jacob

lays*

fuck

not that either
Shay

lays?

haha

what then?
Jacob

lats

that's it
Shay

lat?

whats a lat?
Jacob

I dunno.

hahahahahaha all for nothing

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

YYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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AHHH I HATE HIGH SCHOOL

so twelve minutes ago my birthday ended

i'm really sad.  its pathetic.  but i wish it was still my birthday.

i just... i had such a good time... and last year i didnt have a birthday so this year i just like... felt really special and... happy

and it was just good

and also

121 people wrote on my wall today

.....

..........wow.

ilovetheworld!