Black Roses
Title: Black Roses
Author: popsicola
Pairing: DooSeob
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance, Angst
Warning: You can find out what the warning is :) be more fun that way xD
Summary: "Where are you Yoseob?"
Comments: Request from minn_x3, Doojoon’s POV
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I lie in bed and turn my head to face the other side, wondering where you were. I imagined you giggling besides me as I put my hands on your warm, soft cheeks. It’s nice to know I was able to see you everyday I lived. It makes me smile the way you laugh and grab onto my hand. I hope you’re doing okay.
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Remember the amusement park Yoseob? When you asked me what you thought would happen to us in the near future. I just looked into your big round eyes, smiled, and tussled your hair. I didn’t want to think about what would happen to us in the future, I wanted just to believe and think that we would stay this way forever.
I tossed and turned, flipping the bed covers over and over again, fixing my pillow multiple times. I miss you, where are you…? I got up and fixed the bed sheets. Roses in the vase from earlier were still sitting in the glass vase you gave me as a present for my new house. I smiled as I picked one up and help it in my hands. It smelled sweet and exactly like perfume you would buy from a brand name store. My arm dropped as I slipped on my shoes and headed out the door.
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It’s nighttime. I looked around at the streetlights that enlarged my shadow. The rose still visible as a colorless figure held in the palm of my hands. I saw my hand clench around the stem of the rose and then loosen. I might not have known where I was heading, but I knew that every step I took would be either one step closer to you…or one step further. I focused my view to the brick wall on my right hand side and watched as my expressionless shadow followed alongside me and soon disappeared as the lights when out.
Standing in the middle of the grass in the darkness, I’ve never felt so alone. My hands went out and grasped the air. It’s where your hands should’ve been. As my vision improved and was able to see things in the darkness, I started walking again.
Step by step I’m getting there.
I wonder where you are Yoseob. It’s late; you should be back by now.
Wait for me, just wait.
I kept walking until my legs felt sore and came to a slow stop. I kneeled down at the same exact spot and looked up. There I saw your name, perfectly engraved. I remember now…why you weren’t next to me or why I wasn’t able to grasp your hand after all. Suddenly, it felt like a rush of blood filling my veins, regaining my memory bit by bit. I took my hands and covered my face, ashamed to show my tears. The rose that was held in my hands was now in front of me.
I set down the rose, watching it as it turned black in front of my eyes.
I plucked off one black pedal and held it close to my heart. Let me have one pedal so I can remember again…please.
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I hope you enjoyed it! :)
Author: popsicola
Pairing: DooSeob
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance, Angst
Warning: You can find out what the warning is :) be more fun that way xD
Summary: "Where are you Yoseob?"
Comments: Request from minn_x3, Doojoon’s POV
~~~~~
I lie in bed and turn my head to face the other side, wondering where you were. I imagined you giggling besides me as I put my hands on your warm, soft cheeks. It’s nice to know I was able to see you everyday I lived. It makes me smile the way you laugh and grab onto my hand. I hope you’re doing okay.
~~~~~
Remember the amusement park Yoseob? When you asked me what you thought would happen to us in the near future. I just looked into your big round eyes, smiled, and tussled your hair. I didn’t want to think about what would happen to us in the future, I wanted just to believe and think that we would stay this way forever.
I tossed and turned, flipping the bed covers over and over again, fixing my pillow multiple times. I miss you, where are you…? I got up and fixed the bed sheets. Roses in the vase from earlier were still sitting in the glass vase you gave me as a present for my new house. I smiled as I picked one up and help it in my hands. It smelled sweet and exactly like perfume you would buy from a brand name store. My arm dropped as I slipped on my shoes and headed out the door.
~~~~~
It’s nighttime. I looked around at the streetlights that enlarged my shadow. The rose still visible as a colorless figure held in the palm of my hands. I saw my hand clench around the stem of the rose and then loosen. I might not have known where I was heading, but I knew that every step I took would be either one step closer to you…or one step further. I focused my view to the brick wall on my right hand side and watched as my expressionless shadow followed alongside me and soon disappeared as the lights when out.
Standing in the middle of the grass in the darkness, I’ve never felt so alone. My hands went out and grasped the air. It’s where your hands should’ve been. As my vision improved and was able to see things in the darkness, I started walking again.
Step by step I’m getting there.
I wonder where you are Yoseob. It’s late; you should be back by now.
Wait for me, just wait.
I kept walking until my legs felt sore and came to a slow stop. I kneeled down at the same exact spot and looked up. There I saw your name, perfectly engraved. I remember now…why you weren’t next to me or why I wasn’t able to grasp your hand after all. Suddenly, it felt like a rush of blood filling my veins, regaining my memory bit by bit. I took my hands and covered my face, ashamed to show my tears. The rose that was held in my hands was now in front of me.
I set down the rose, watching it as it turned black in front of my eyes.
I plucked off one black pedal and held it close to my heart. Let me have one pedal so I can remember again…please.
~~~~~
I hope you enjoyed it! :)