I just had a breakthrough, but i think i might be too late. Everything I've done, all those long, drawn-out posts full of prose and the age-old questions everyone in the same position asks have reached fruition. the only problem is that i may have interpreted my feelings slightly late in the game, and he won't believe that i'm finally serious. Up ( Read more... )

i think our generation lowers the IQ mean of the fucking country (which was already pretty low). i know we all have resolutions and all, i don't mind those. but can we all just shut up about last year? (yes, this is meant to be a poorly disguised, over-exaggerated, indiscreet insult to one individual's intelligence and capacity). so... yeah, stop ( Read more... )

In 2007, ( Read more... )

the letter A ( Read more... )

i suppose it's been awhile. i guess i need to update. another tiny patch of life has managed to drift by. it seems so surreal, and all that has happened in the past has become a passing dream, a slight ripple in the continuum that feels like a mild, but constant trip. the music all blends together, the days all blur into a one long string of events ( Read more... )

hmmm...i suppose it's stupid to care so much. i think i'm slightly less attatched to him, but i'm most likely lying to myself in that regard... meh, i agree with ourr elationship, shouldn't that be all that matters? i'm looking for a new jacket... but i can't find anything. this is like, day 3 of the great online jacket search, and i'm running ( Read more... )

Finish the sentence ( Read more... )

well... i'm sorry to all of you have me as your friend on this thing. i've been talking up more than my fair share of space lately. i saw him yesterday... which was good and bad each in it's own way. it was good because he managed to surprise me slightly. it was pleasant, it was cute, it was nice and all that good stuff. the bad news is... tomorrow ( Read more... )

i feel... like i'm going to waste away. i'm not used to this. when i date someone, i'm used to their full attention. not this blatant disregard for my emotional well-being. he says that we'll talk. he claims that we'll sit down and talk like we used to, talk for hours. about important things, or about eachother. hell, i wouldn't care if we talked ( Read more... )

meh. i don't suppose anything has really cahnged since my last post. i've talked to him. no, not talked-talked... just asked him how he was doing. i guess we'll be ok. i never had any inclination that our relationship was to end. i've just been sick, and menstral, and cranky and sluggish all weekend. i wish i wasn't grounded, so we could see ( Read more... )