so, yeah, i'm here alone. i don't really mind, becaus ei didn't have to go to school today, or see anthony, or that alex girl who slightly bothers me, or all you couples that make me angry (like kendra's boyfriend), but whatever. giving up was easier than i thought it would be. operation: cold shoulder has been put into effect. it went immediatly ( Read more... )

fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!!!!!! why do i suck so much?! why do i do all the shitty things i do to people!!! that is so it, from now on, i'm gonna be nice to everyone... i don't know why... but i feel so bad, and it's all his fault. i hate it when people do this!!!! it hurts, it hurts, it hurts...

I think I'm dunb, maybe just happy ( Read more... )

ok, so i've tried several times recently to post, but i seem to always get tied up in other things, so now i'm sitting down to post, and i refuse to get up (come hell and high water) until i have recapped everything that has happened in the past few days. yeah, anthony and i are no longer dating, but some people didn't even know we were to begin ( Read more... )

wow... slow day **still hate boys**, went to judden's around like, fucking 9:30 in the morning. made him make me pancakes, which cost me a lack or physical comfort for about a minute when i had to eat a creme puff dipped in ketchup, honey mustard, and salt... it was disgusting, but i proved i wasn't a pussy, right?! hopefully going with lakyn ( Read more... )

wow. you know, why does it always seem that when something is right and good in the world, if maybe only for you, it manages to wriggle out of your grasp. something wholesome and pure, and perfect in every way. maybe it's just because i've done so many bad things before that i am being paid back, for cheating and lying, and crushing others' ( Read more... )

Dear Diary...

I realized today (not for the first time), that Nick's head is abnormally fat. I think it's ridiculously large...and it offends me.

I'm posting this as an apology... a part-way apology.sorry, to fricktard, johanna and chris, because i care about you all very much. i din't mean to dump my anger on you guys, and it was wrong. i just... got carried away. i've been on edge a lot lately, but that was no reason to take it out on my friends. the fact that you responded to my post ( Read more... )

dear, diary ( Read more... )

... so yeah... i'm really pissed right now... at first, my computer wouldn't laod the pages properly so, i would see only text and no pictures, and now i'm trying to print off my pictures for my ap art assignment... and my printer made all these weird sounds. it won't take the photo paper. i really want some beef strogganof... and now my printer ( Read more... )