so we decided we are going to buy a house. well, HE is going to buy a house, and i will pay rent. it feels weird to know i'm going to be renting from my boyfriend. at first, i was very opposed to buying a house. i wanted us to rent an apartment and it be our place, instead of him buying and it being his place. but i think this is just a better ( Read more... )

that last post is so beyond cancelled out by how i'm feeling right now ( Read more... )

i will probably be angry for a little longer, bc i did not expect this. after last year, she may have lost a lot of my trust and respect, but i still loved her. that's why it hurt so much last year. and that's why this hurts so much now. i don't like feeling stupid. but people don't change. i need to stop letting people back in, even a little. if ( Read more... )

how things change. one of the most exciting things about obama being elected is hope that the economy will improve. work is still horrible. finding new work has been irritating and fruitless. dik decided getting an apartment wasn't the best thing for him right now. he's the only person i want to live with. i don't wanna settle for an iffy roommate ( Read more... )

some people.. i have starred out the n word bc i absolutely hate it. but i thought i'd share just how crazy some people are. it makes me sad.

( this has a LOT of languageand is most definitely offensive. )

i cannot understand why you would vote republican. so many of you are in the same economic bracket as myself. the morals that barrack obama is representing may not match with yours, but john mccains morals actually limit my rights. obama would give people more rights, that we are entitled to as human beings, and giving those rights you may not ( Read more... )

i'm getting more and more excited for my house with dik. wes is gonna live with his parents, so it'll be just us. i absolutely love the living crap out of that man. such a good friend and an amazing person to live with. the townhouse we're getting is really cute, too. i'm excited to make it a home. i'm REALLY excited to be settled. the past few ( Read more... )

so many changes coming ( Read more... )

i also cannot sleep when my brain won't knock it off. i wish we could just talk about everything now. but i won't see him til tomorrow. it feels far away.

i never write in this anymore ( Read more... )