everything was perfect and she was so close all it took was one day and all was lost. i almost got everything back. but why. why does everything always get messed up. i just want what was mine. i love you. i hate you. i dont know you. i need you. i want you. do you know that whatever it takes to get you back i will try. big things really do come in ( Read more... )

Yay!!!!! New layout. What do you think? Its the same, but diferent colors. Thank you Rachel for changing it for me!!!^_^

Now I see why everyone says love sucks. It does. It doesnt matter who your with, or who your married to, or who your bangin. Its all the same. love is just a word. like every other word it has a meaning, but what is the true meaning of being in love? Is it to wake up to someone every morning. Is it to have some one special to you. Is it to have a ( Read more... )

I have a lot of stuff to do but i just dont want to really. The only thing i really wanna do anymore is play guitar and not sleep. Insomnia sucks, but if my name was Dave Attel then insomnia wouldnt be so boring. I cant play video games cause my PS2 is broked-ed I cant sneak out because my windows are loud and screechy like. well any who... how was ( Read more... )

Hi my name is Thomas. Please shower me with attention. i started reading "The perks of being a wallflower" I'm only on page 28, but so far I like it and this might be one of the only books that I have finished. I just recently watched the movie "Haggard". It's and awesome movie. If you haven't seen it, I suggest it. It is quite hilarious. Ive been ( Read more... )

I am in pain. It is the kind of pain thats eats you from the inside out. its not hate, its not envy, its nothing. Its just pain. my body feels so cold and empty. Its feels as if someone has emptied me to nothing, but skin and bone. It feels like ive been raped of flesh and blood. I feel nothing. I eat and still i feel empty, I do the things that ( Read more... )

You are a guitar.


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Hey... ummmm... yeah... oh i went to a bunch of places with someone yesterday. but something had to go wrong after a perfect day. almost everytime i have one of these perfect days it ends up in shit. do you ever get that feeling that your living in a lie? like everyone is payed to play a character in your life. like theres some big studio out in ( Read more... )

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I spent the whole day with Rachel, pretty much, we played catch in the street and watched two movies, but we didnt really watch them.
Rachel, you looked very cute today. eating popcorn and making macaroni and cheese with the one you love mostest is wonderful.

my parade has been rained on...
... no one came to see it anyways.