I learned some stuff about myself last night

[por_mi_llaneza]

And I personally think that the most shocking thing I learned was that I am afraid. Really, really afraid. Normally, I would be all gung-ho, but I just can't do it. I'm too freaking afraid of screwing up, or having repeats of past stuff. *sighs* But I also have a fear of being alone.

So, I'm afraid either way, which is kinda sad.

Comments

[poopninja]

you dont have to be alone

[por_mi_llaneza]

:D

[dtdream87]

I had one of those moments to were I realized just how afraid I am, that I hold myself back..those moments are scary, b/c you learn something about yourself that you don't want to know

[por_mi_llaneza]

Yeah... I don't know how to react to this, ya know? I don't want to be so afraid, but I don't know how to change it.

[sticksarelight]

i fear dead people.

[por_mi_llaneza]

lol!