Just got back home from downtown. Saw Phantom of the Opera. Had horrible seats, but it was great cause of the singing. The Phantom had such a sexy voice. *orgasms ( Read more... )

Just got back from da partay. It was coolio. Got to see some ppl I haven't seen in a while. Got to belly dance and had fun doing it. Got to annoy Rob. :) Flirted with John, Tihn and Drew. I'm such a flirt whore. *sighs ( Read more... )

I'm so irritated! I can't think anymore! For some odd reason I've been writing random stuff again, and when I woke up the first thing I did was play my guitar. Maybe the creative juices will flow again now that it hurts to think too hard? If so, that seems like a reasonably good way not to think about my problems. Yessss ( Read more... )

I have to go to this thing called FYI from 12 to 4. If I knew that this class was required, I would've complained. A lot ( Read more... )

I've been trying so hard all this morning, but I can't do it. For once, when I was really determined, and really sincere, I got shot down. I am never doing this again. I will not let myself feel this bad ever again. I will not be that trusting ever again. I finally admit defeat to my fate. I just can't win.

Well it looks like I'm right again.

I'm gonna curl up and die now.

I have finally had it. My mom pissed me off because she tried to rule my life. I'm not gonna sit there and be annoyed again.

I'm gonna start cleaning out my room little by little. *sighs* I knew I should've gone out of state for college.

My dad pisses me off so much. He keeps trying to do everything he can to control me and keeps using my age as an excuse. Well, when I turn 18 I'm not gonna listen anymore, and hopefully soon I'll be able to leave. Forever.

He will not be invited to my wedding!!! Those of you who who know me know how big of an insult that is.

I feel like such a piece of crap right now. Everything I do seems to backfire in the future, and I now realize how freaking immature I was not too long ago. I don't think I can do anything now to atone for my retardedness.

WHOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! I have a pet kitten!!!!!!! My brother and Brandon found it last night. It's about 3 weeks old. I must fatten it up, because it's sooooooooooooo skinny! And I will post pics of it later. Yes.