I'm fucked.
Warning: potentially triggering. I did .
I should go get stitches but I don't even want to. I know it will heal bc I've cut deeper than this before, but its been YEARS since I've done it this bad. I deserve it. I'm fat and greedy and horrible.
I don't know what's gotten into me lately, purging until I bleed, cutting to the bone. I just got so sad last night.
I want out of my own skin, I hate myself so much.
Death would be welcomed.
I should go get stitches but I don't even want to. I know it will heal bc I've cut deeper than this before, but its been YEARS since I've done it this bad. I deserve it. I'm fat and greedy and horrible.
I don't know what's gotten into me lately, purging until I bleed, cutting to the bone. I just got so sad last night.
I want out of my own skin, I hate myself so much.
Death would be welcomed.