and this ( Read more... )

i also posted this in my myspace blog ( Read more... )

just because i was all upset when you dumped me four and a half years ago, doesn't mean that i still want to date you now. i'm not gonna comfort you just because your fat ugly girlfriend of the past couple years fucked some other guy. you bore me. you got bald. etc. UGH

i fucking hate being pursued by males i have no interest in. what the fuck. why can't i have what I WANT? fuckers.

1 - Tell me why you friended me ( Read more... )

xposted from yesterdays myspace blog ( Read more... )

GODS forbid Robyn's all natural stuff contaminates our sterile olfactory glands! OH NO! I can smell TEA TREE OIL from the back bedroom! I'm gonna suffocate! POISON ( Read more... )

i'm getting sick of the apathetic morons at my work. i just dont mesh with them. i'm sorry that i'm super intelligent and give a shit about the world and doing my job correctly. i'm sorry that i'm not DOCILE like everyone else all the time. oh, thats 'cuz only RETARDS are docile. ugh. i can't stand the fact that i only come into contact the same ( Read more... )

i am now going to be focusing a lot of my energy on getting my disgusting body back into shape. i wish i could just chop off everything that jiggles, including my breasts. i want small boobs again. wearing a tank top is just not the same anymore. i cant lean forward without shit spilling out. i don't like feeling "voluptuous". i feel extremely ( Read more... )

so i'm feeling a little better. but impatient. i cannot wait to get my paycheck, get it in the bank, and join the gym. i am so unhappy with how my body looks and feels right now. i'm sure people look at me and think i look just fine, but i know my body and I'M the one that has to look at it all the time. I know my body, and this is NOT my body. I ( Read more... )