Happy new year! <3

I've stopped smoking cigz.. hah.. it's been 3 days but i'm going strong!
I'm not going to drink anymore..
I've started working out again...
AND I GOT A SUPER SHORT HAIR CUT!..


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I don't want you're
dirty lips that keep
in such secrets yet
bring all the bliss..
I don't want to kiss
these hateful lips..

<3


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Well it's snowing!... Today was spent baking cookies with nikki and watching movies! Then it was family time =)... God i love my family so much... i wouldn't ask for any other.. <3 ( Read more... )

Julius isn't breathing on his own, the machines are doing everthing for him. God, i feel like dieing. I'd take death for myself millions of times... over and over again... a horrible painful death.. just for him to be ok. I want to be able to watch him grow up and play with him like i play with nathan. I want him to know that i love him more than i ( Read more... )

"Not only are you a fucking piece of shit but you're an asshole.."

my goodness... let me tell you.. never have i felt this great... i've been waiting to say that for such a long time..

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im fucking over it fuck face!!! =)

<3 Jackie

PS: I love you baby julius!!! and nathan too...

Well this weekend was odd. On friday i got my progress report.. and mind you I wasn't at school for about a week, sooo i had alot of missing assignment.. so the report wasn't all that great... so my dad was upset for about an hour and then he got over it. I slept all day friday and then on Sat. i woke up early with nikki to go to gymnastics, then I ( Read more... )

It's sunday already... and im not ready to go back to school... =/. I wish i could just sleep and go to gymnastics and tennis and then sleep some more.. i just don't feel like thinking. I already have alot on my mind, i'd hate to think i'd have to think some more.. =/... (that's alot of thinking already). Julius is slowely getting better..God, my ( Read more... )

Well these past few weeks have got to be the most stressful weeks of my life. I haven't gone to my classes since last wednesday =/.. so i'm very behind in school... but hopfully i will catch up. Little Julius ::sigh:: he's so beautiful, i mean really... it's not very often when babys are BORN beautiful.. he looks like an angel... even with all ( Read more... )

My week went pretty good but my weekend isn't looking to bright only because i have broncitis and i've lost my voice. =/. Today i am supposed to go watch Anthony and Trent play and then stay with alex but I'm not to sure if thats going to happen only because it's supposed to rain again and im supposed to stay out of the rain because if not i'll ( Read more... )