Comments | porcelainheartt: just another night alone

porcelainheartt

just another night alone

Jan 05, 2004 20:55

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ckytard January 5 2004, 21:49:22 UTC

yes it is. and it sucks being the only one.

porcelainheartt January 6 2004, 15:04:01 UTC

yes. indeed.

ckytard January 6 2004, 22:16:40 UTC

dont worry about it. i am in the same boat as u prolly. but i screwed up and now i am paying. i fell in love with this girl and then lost her and now i want her back. i just want another chance to make it right. i dont know why i cant just get over her. b4 her i got over girls easily but not this time and now that i cant have her and i see her at school all the time i cant take it. it is so hard for me not to just break down. and combine that with the fact that my friends told my gf, now ex a bunch of lies to make it so i would never get her back. and also combine that with my parents and having to act mormon is almost impossible. i just cant take it. so if u find out why it is so hard to be lonely let me know

porcelainheartt January 7 2004, 15:37:27 UTC

maybe there was something actually there that wasnt with all the other girls. i used to have my boyfriend whipped. they would have done anything for me. i could lie an dleave and theyd take me back. theyd BEG for me back. i didnt even have to do anything. but the past 2 guys ive had, its been the total opposite. they would lie they could do whateer they wanted. they could cheat. whatever. and id still take them back. id beg for them back. im hoping maybe thatll change. everything happens for a reason. just prove her and your friend wrong.

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dismaloutlook January 6 2004, 03:19:34 UTC

*hugggg*

porcelainheartt January 6 2004, 15:03:32 UTC

:) i was talking about you the other day jason. how have you been?

emmakay January 6 2004, 04:39:25 UTC

<3 x 2857252850851 and then some more.

I hope things get better for you. *hands you the lyrics to Good Charlotte - Hold On* *nods*

If it's any consolation, I'm writing you a letter this weekend, all the way from Australia. *hugs*

porcelainheartt January 6 2004, 15:01:39 UTC

YAAAAAY! i even get an austrailian stamp! and i will go out right now (im going to the mall) and im going to buy some rad ass stationary and find some rad stamp to send my letter back with. i love that song hold on. i saw GC last year and when joel was talking abut the song it was so sad it made me want to cry. hes all we consider all you guys here that support us our friends, and weve lost too many friends to suicide. bla bla bla. it was so sad. i saw joel at the mall a little bit ago too. oh baby

puncturedheart February 5 2004, 16:38:16 UTC

i would sleep with you ... if you ever invited me to

porcelainheartt February 5 2004, 20:50:05 UTC

i didnt know you liked spending the night at peoples houses?
wanna come sleep with me?

Re: puncturedheart February 6 2004, 17:31:38 UTC

ya.. i dont usually spend the night any place cause i wont be able to sleep.. and then the person goes to sleep and im stuck up getting all crazy and then i leave at like 6am..
at least that's how i usually am...
that's why i usually have you come here ^_^ heh
but i could take a sleeping pill and sleep in your bed and you will never be lonely!

Re: porcelainheartt February 6 2004, 23:41:59 UTC

:) YAAAAY!
tamazapan yo.
best sleeping pills ever.