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How can you recreate yourself without loosing who you are? It's like murdering mother nature. A familiar face peers through a shadow at a glance you see it and it brings a tear to your eye... is it a tear of joy or that old familiar sorrow... alas they are the same tears, never forget that. A broken home can never be fixed and once you leave you ( Read more... )

Can't sleep, though I have'nt really tried. I feel random, I lost 10 pounds yet I feel heavier and I'm so lonely, eek I dunno how I feel about anyone or anything anymore. I seem to want to be with those I should hate, who do not to be with me, and ignore those I should want, I feel lonely. I saw a rat die horribly today and it made me think of how ( Read more... )

Sup, foo's I be chillen like a villain with a gold tooth fillin, I feel like updating so... yeah, this was school spirit week at school...RaNdOm I was sick, so I missed half of freaks and geeks day, thank GOD! I got to school in 5th period and started my 1st day of tech, it was interesting Metamorphosis looks great, I got to fly, tested the set, ( Read more... )

I feel so weird today, it's an awkward foreign feeling, I'm happy. I'm not overly annoyingly joyous or anything like that I'm just content. I feel complete, I'm not worried about everything, I accept that I can't control it. I am not pissed at those who hurt me, I just want them to be happy, even if it's not with me. I don't need to hold on to ( Read more... )

Last night I went to Caro/Ralph's B-Day party, I was'nt going to, but I'm happy I did! I the only person there with any right to have "drama" felt fine.... but, everyone felt like telling me there "drama". Man, that was some awkward shit. It kicked ass to see Lindsay and Rosie though, and I had a nice time talking to Frencie. After the party, I ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..... fat fat fat, eeeeeeeeeek its driving me crazy im so fat argh fat fat fatty, i starve myself diet eat only atkins and drink cancer juice and nothing im still fat eeeek why is our reflection of ourselves so distorted? I feel so fat it hurts uh im loosing my mind ( Read more... )

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