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[porcelina222]

Lately I have been feeling...like there is nothing really to strive for in my life. Just going along with the motions. Doing nothing for myself and everything for everybody else. I am just starting to figure out who I am for the first time in my life and I an not doing anything with it

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[lucky20one]

maybe you should see your new doctor about your mystery pain. you do have a new doctor, right? i can not remember, but i think you mentioned sometihng about a new doctor. maybe you need new cartilidge injected into your poor creaky joints. my poor little cement mixer :> hahaha j/k. my wrist sounds like your hip tho, if thats any constilation. yeah i know thats the wrong word but WHATEVA. thats right i am street now. and you down wit it, right homie? YEAH, i knew it. fo sho. Ookay enough of that for now.

what will the benefit of doing ballet be? besides the terrible pain and feeling of faliure when that pain feels like it's just not worth it? ......prolly that fact that just goin thru the motions in ballet you feel like you've accomplished something, not to mention the satisfaction of doing what you really love. i think that if it will give you any sense of personal satisfaction you'll at least try it out again for awhile. it's better to know than to wonder... yeah, think about it.