do you realize what your doing to me?
making my breath catch in my chest like that?
you make my heart race.
you make me feel faint.
please stop looking in my eyes.
I can't stand the feeling of wanting you.
I wish it had never happened. none of it.
you wouldn't have had to experience the shame,
I wouldn't have had to deal with the heartbreak.
you weren't supposed to do that to me.
I'm not supposed to care that your gone.
I want you to be happy...but why can't you be happy with me?
there I go again...only this time I don't think I'll exhale