Oh, I'm driving, aren't I?

[pornomidget]

For whatever reason, I've been thinking about my future a lot recently. Where do I want to get a job (career? Already??) ? Where do I want to live? How can I even think about any of this before I've met someone to do all of this with? And, how much is all this shit going to cost

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[leftand_leaving]

I want to be me.

I want to be happy, I want to love and I want to be loved.

And that's all I want. I want a home where I feel at home. I want to deal with people but not in the horrible waitressing kind of way. I want to be able to travel.

I want to be a travel agent where I can help people plan a fantastic holiday that they will remember forever. I want to meet a fan, fall in love, get married, buy a house and raise a wonderful family. I want to be able to earn enough money to pay off my mortgage, pay my bills, give my children good opportunities but not spoil them, and have some over for a rainy day.

[pornomidget]

Travel agent, eh? When you get that set up, let me know, you can help me plan a trip to that part of the world.

And I hadn't realized it when I typed it, but my "goal in life" sounds a little lone wolf-ish. That's not who I want to be. You summed it up pretty well. I want to be in love, own a home, have kids that I can nearly spoil who will go on to be happy in life.
I want to own a breathtaking entertainment center that my family will only use to eat up some time in between all of our traveling.

[leftand_leaving]

I think when you sit down and "Plan" it out like you have, it looks too scary and lonely and overwhelming. The thing is it doesn't all happen at once. Life is a journey, you can't do big picture all the time, things just happen. Pieces fall into place and it becomes life...

And that's the fun. I don't want to know exactly what I will be doing in 5, 10 years time, and who I will be and where I will live etc. I want to experience the journey. I want to make mistakes and laugh and cry and regret decision and learn from mistakes.

I want it all.

I'm happy now with everything I have and that's all that matters to me.

[pornomidget]

Yeah, I see what you're saying. I'm normally like that - just letting things happen. So when I do actually think about my future, it looks daunting and scary.