Comments | porphyros_petal: Internet ghosts

porphyros_petal

Internet ghosts

Jun 18, 2005 18:54

So, my friend died half a year ago ... I keep mentioning that, I think. I don't care. Beginning again, then:

So, my friend died half a year ago and, naturally, I've come not to expect her name to appear on my buddylist as being online. I have to say, it did in fact take me about two or three months before I quit looking. It's a gradual process ( Read more... )

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zoesfrogs June 19 2005, 00:34:38 UTC

omg i had thought i was imagining seeing her screenname signed on. I finally removed her from my lj list because i'm afraid of her mother reading into my life.

I emailed her mom, attempted to give her more information. and i was snubbed. not a reply or anything.

I don't know

porphyros_petal June 19 2005, 13:48:48 UTC

When was that? From the little I know of her, that seems out of character - especially considering she's so desperate for more information. I'm sorry, sweetie - Don't feel bad. This is a strange and unsettling situation.

zoesfrogs June 19 2005, 14:02:37 UTC

that was back within like 2 weeks of first talking to her mother.

I emailed her some stuff. She said she was going mail me the disc of power point presentation she did at her funeral.

porphyros_petal June 19 2005, 18:40:40 UTC

That's a pity. I for one would love to see that power point presentation...

If I can convince her to send it to me, I'll pass it on.

fgeoff99 June 19 2005, 02:40:51 UTC

It's quite good bilge, however.

"I have no need for friendship.
Friendship causes pain.
It's laughter and it's loving I disdain."

And also, I really like Pop Tarts but haven't had one in years.

porphyros_petal June 19 2005, 13:53:53 UTC

I won't disturb the slumber
of feelings that have died
If I never loved I never would have cried

I have my books and my poetry to protect me.
I am shielded in my armour.
Hiding in my room, safe within womb.
I touch no one and no one touches me.

HARR!!!111one1! Er ...

Meh.

My God, this is too much emo-ocity for my comfort.

probiscus June 19 2005, 09:34:13 UTC

Poor poor Kate. At least your life isn't drop dead boring, eh?

porphyros_petal June 19 2005, 13:55:42 UTC

I'll be okay. My feelings tend to run hot and cold about this.

Also, boring roxors.

zoyee June 20 2005, 06:09:15 UTC

I saw Roisis's s/n online too and was about the IM her when I remembered that it couldn't have been her. I was wondering why the s/n had showed up. Anyhow, if you get that power point send it my way too please. I sure miss her. :(

porphyros_petal June 21 2005, 04:07:02 UTC

You can be sure I'll send it to you if I receive it from Colleen. You have my word, sweetie.