this is postcard that i wrote to steve on christmas 2001, i was in Amsterdam ( Read more... )

here is an excerpt froma note that anna wrote to me back in feb 2002. this basically sums it up for me ( Read more... )

ok, so i'm going thorugh a lot of shit and pulling out clothes to get rid of cos i haven't worn them in along time or they just don't fit right. i filled up 5 plastic grocery bags sofar...and i still have stuff inth ebasement lurking about. i have SO much stuff that i do not need in life that i have been lugging around for years. physical baggage, ( Read more... )

thank you to everyone who has offered comfort. i had to delete what i wrote because i was just feeling very awkward about having it here, and everytime i reread it it hurt more ( Read more... )

sooo... i went to the cameo cafe in northwest this morning(afternoon)after reading some rave review about it on city search and guess what? it sucks ass. ok,ok..maybe that is a little harsh but only a little. helser's is far superior to this joint and much more affordable. half the reson k. and i decided to go there was because on the review it ( Read more... )

so..i haven't been very good at updating this journal,not that it really of importance but i guess i could be more diligent about it ( Read more... )

it's late!and i really ought to be doing some homework but i feel too tired to do so. last night i had a very enjoyable evening but my boss and her assistant were being rude when i got to work..and i forgot my taco at work..dommage! so i've been keeping my eyes peeled for exciting new ventures because a girls gotta be happy,you know? i'm not up to ( Read more... )

i got message from pieter and he didn't know anything about what has been ahppening and he was talking about something else and said hey "life goes on" and i just thought yes,that's true..and that's what i kind of had to think about this morning getting ready to come to school,and even as i walked from the bus stop to my class...so yeah i decided ( Read more... )

ughhh ( Read more... )

i have listened to two versions of this song recently,i cried during the first one and i was able to managae a smile later on when i heard the second version the next day. i played some beatles,i played "all things must pass" for some sort of closure? i dunno. a tribute of a good life... i lit a candle. i cried..i remembered many good things...i ( Read more... )