**AHHH**

[portugeeshortie]

hey guys...ok i havent written in so freaken long and i need to vent so I figured this was a good place to do that...well first thing im pissed about lol there is this new thing called mystic tanning and u stand in a room for 6o seconds and your whole body gets tanned with a spray...yeah i looked good last night..and then i woke up this morning

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[jmarie_]

yah so i definitely sat here for like 15 minutes and read everything that you wrote in that entry! wtf @ me being bored okay.. it's sunday so it's cool

thank you so much:)

[portugeeshortie]

ok so i read your post and im crying lol i know it sounds dumb but its ture and finally someone knows what im going through..i know what i have to do now..im just so scared..i dont wanna start all over again with someone else but the more this goes on the more hurt i am..i just try and make it sound like i dont care to him but i cry every freaken night and hes not therr to listen hes too busy doing other shit..justina thank you so much..you have helped me a lot i owe u big time:)

love grace

Re: thank you so much:)

[jmarie_]

aww crying definitely doesnt sound dumb. i cry all the time.. even over the dumb shit. grace i never in a million years thought or even wanted to be with another guy- me and jay were eachother's first everythings lol.. and 3 and a half years isnt something that you let go of that easily. him and i were just so perfect together i never thought i would be happy or even be breathing if i wasnt with him. now look at me.. i didnt expect to find jorge nor did i go looking for someone else.. and we've been together for over a year now.. this is perfect. jorge doesnt go out and buy me every single thing i ask for.. does he have money to? yes plenty of it.. but he doesnt want me to get dependant on him - he wants me to learn how to do things on my own and not expect him to get me this and get me that whenever i want something. that is what you need to do to matt as well. everything will work out.. i know it's kinda repetative to be saying that right now and that's not exactly something you wanna hear but.. it's true.. it eventually will get

[_temptati0n]

ya i read the whole thing, like 10-15 minutes LoL....but OMG grace ur going through what i went through w/Glenn...i did everything for that kid and didnt he walk all over me?!?!?!? im sorry you have to go through this :( and dont cry, you dont deserve it! i wish i could post more but i have to run, ill talk to u later or ill give u a call ok, love ya and miss ya! XoXo!!!!!!!!

hiya sweetpea

[dbz_trunkz]

of all the ppl in the world did you ever think that i would read the whole thing? well i did....took me a good while kuz i was doing other things at the same time but i did.....you know that no matter what happens in our lives i will always be here for you grace...i love you to death...always have and always will....i put you thru enough shit when we went out, and i never want to see you that upset ever again....the only reason he still stands is because you want him to be....if there is anything in the world that i can do to help you feel better please let me know.....ok ..i love you.....take care....~Dan~