I don't know what happened to my words and sentences but it seems they have dried up over the last two years. That is not good at all. So, I will get back to posting more and see what happens from there ( Read more... )

A journal huh.. this thing is more like a security blanket then anything else. I only come here if there is sometime on my mind normally. This time I can not use that excuse to fill up some space. No nothing.. nothing on my mind at all.. It is kind of nice to just be able to ramble on and on without actually saying anything at all ( Read more... )

You all missed out on the big move..

That is all.. bye

goes my heart I am again in a place that isn't so pretty. Life will continue as it always does but that doesn't stop the ache in my soul. I thought she was the one the one that I was going to spend life. The who even in her parting said she loved spending time with me but just didn't see it becoming more serious then it already was ( Read more... )

That I have not actually posted on here since May. I didn't realize this. So I am going to make this little entry so that no one can say I haven't posted since May. Not that it will actually have any real substances in it because that would just be uncalled for and actually make people read this which would be awful ( Read more... )

Let's see, over the last month or so things have gone from pretty darn bad. To not quite so bad. Silva and I are no longer dating or actually even talking anymore. That is a good/bad thing I guess. Good in that I don't feel the emptiness as much and bad because she had become my best friend. The person I could tell anything to. Oh well, I solder on ( Read more... )

I will update my journal alittle bit. I am still in love and my car is being a bitch and other then that things are great. Hope everyone is doing well and have thier christmas shopping all done.

I am in love and got some sicky fishes. That is about all she wrote right now for me. Hope all is well in the world where you are.

They say it makes the world go round. Money can't buy it. And it conquers all. They say all is fair in love and war. So make love, not war. They say the first one always has a special place in your heart. They say it's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. They say love is blind. Love is colorblind. Love is a many-colored ( Read more... )