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[poser4life]

It's been two weeks since I last updated and that wasn't even me updating. And I wish I had the will power to delete you and just stop coming on to livejournal every day to read my friends page and explore other people's friends pages. But I enjoy some of the pretense and drama and whatnot that takes place and some friendships on livejournal are

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[anonymous]

MY DEAREST MICHAEL,
YOU ARE THE COOLEST PERSON I KNOW AND YOU ARE THE BEST. DO NOT WORRY ABOUT COLLEGE WE ARE WAYYYYYY TOO YOUNG TO CARE. AND YOU ARE AMAZING SO YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE "LOW SELF ESTEEM" OR SOME NONSENSE LIKE THAT. PSHHTT. OKAY NOW SEYMOUR.. HE HAD LOW SELF ESTEEM. HE DIDNT THINK AUDREY WOULD LIKE HIM WITHOUT THE AUDREY TWO PLANT. HAH. I BET YOU KNOW WHO I AM NOW!!! ;) BUT SERIOUSLY MICHAAAAAAAAAAAEL YOU ARE SO AMAZING AND I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT YOU AND YOU ARE SO SMART AND COOL AND SO GOOD AT ACTING. AND I LOVE HOW YOU MENTIONED ME IN YOUR ENTRY. IT MADE MY NIGHT. OHH YEAH HERE IS ANOTHER BULLET FOR YOU:
-I made Laurie Samay's year by giving her something that I probably shouldn't have.
^ haha. i think that deserves a bullet, dont you?
MICHAEL!!!!! IS!!!!!! MY!!!!!!!!!! LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FROM, GUESS WHO!!!
CLEARLY ITS LAURIE SO YOU DONT HAVE TO GUESS.

[starchyfruit]

does laurie have an lj?

[starchyfruit]

let me say that i always had a class like english...not going well...the dread of dreads.
and i wasn't a hard enough worker in anything.
but none of my schools in my "range" make me embarassed.
this is because it all works out for people who worry about the school work they have, regardless if they do it well or do it at all.
and i never let it get to me. and i know most people cant do that and that it may be a drag. more than i drag. i get that even more. because this year i had a decision upsetting me more than anything else ever had. and there was not enough reason for me to be as unsettled as i was. but somehow it ate away at my usually happy and positive and level headed self. until i learned how to tell it to fuck itself and it went away. and that time comes where we figure out how to become reasonable in our worrying for people like you and me. we get it.

"there will be an answer.....let i be" hehehehe

[micr0mini]

Now you know how my philosophy with the flat notes and wasting my parents money goes. It may be extreme but thats the way III think!!! But anyways I'm trying to make some changes in my life too. i feel like a lot of people are. so you arent alone at all...but just remember that regardless of how frustrated you get with yourself, theyre are always an endless amount of people that like you the way you are...which ive just recently learned myself and believe me if you keep telling yourself it you'll eventually believe it (like jena and her hynoptist except not)...and as far as college goes...everything is sooooooo flippin overrated...gggaahhh...plus i have faith in you...i wish i could live vicariously through you and pretend i can have as much common sense and be as overacheieve-esque...but ill just hafta pretend that i am and that i can do SOMETHING right

Ok, time for a little pep talk...

[vade_mecum_]

Darling, I know you feel like the fact that you aren't doing as well in school as you think you could be is going to hold you back, but in reality it's really our perfectionism that is the obstacle for people like you and me. If you're always obsessed with doing everything perfectly, you never have time to stop and enjoy and actually appreciate what you're doing. That's what you should be worrying about in life...enjoying things and being happy. Not how reputable the college you get into is or what kind of career you're going to end up in. So when you think about how things are going to effect the outcome of your life, try not to think "this missed homework assignment moves me yet another notch away from being successful," because then you're thinking of society's idea of success. Personal success is the most important...sucess in the sense that you feel happy with yourself and your life. And I think for you, part of that would be succeeding in being more relaxed, less worrisome. Otherwise, if you're always striving for the

[rage123]

hello michael :D