IM HOME!!

i cant even express how happy i am to be in MY bed.

but how much of an emotional wreck i am.

so yeah.

call me. hang out. etc.

i realized how much i hate myself.

Is it true what I heard about the Son of God
Did he come to save, did he come at all
And if I dried his feet
With my dirty hair
Would he make me clean again

***
Now I don’t know why but I still try to smile
When they talk at me like I’m just a child
Well I’m not a child
No I am
Much younger than that
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choir tour.

missed 2 out of 3 practices.

one due to vomiting profusly.

one due to my dad not letting me go.

im exictied about going.

defdef.

yes, i am "grounded"

but due to me being an amazing liar, not really in trouble.

doctor tomorrow.

interesting.

so i just got up at about 12:30.

went to bed about 8:30...am.

woo sneaking out/NoDoz

i love life.

todays a little creepy.

but a little good.

i dont know what im talking about.

im hella sick.

im like....dead.

i feel like SHIT!

UGH!

♥ shannon

i just talked to damek from like...12am to 130 am...

dameks a cutie pie.

i love him

i love talking on the phone.

why dont i do it more?

people! call me!

<3 shannon

ugh.

im so bored.

im going to get new glasses in like... 20 minutes.

im so excited.

i love new things.

and the forecast.

and cornerstone. which church needs to get together.

because i can def. go. my mom said so for sure.

:0)

so happy.

im in a good mood.

yay.

im thinking about actually getting a drivers licence.

eeks.

i also am thinking about...

i dont know.

i ( Read more... )

im in a horrendous mood.

i hate bad moods.

they are all consuming.

i love hanging out thou.

and being an hour away from home and having 15 minutes to get there.

because, im at danis.

but not.

because i didnt call my mom since i went there.

yeah.

i love small towns.

me and kyle are moving to minonk . we picked out our house.

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so i just snuck back into my house.

at about 1:15 i snuck out and met kyle, damek, and shib.

shibby went home, and then me kyle and damek sat in stevenson park for like...1 1/2 hours.

im liberated.

ive never snuck out before.

i did it with both parents awake and downstairs.

i feel so...

amazing.

i ♥ kyle and damek.

:)

and now im making ( Read more... )

im on my way to the grandparents.

woot.

im coming back sunday night...

arugh.

im going to miss you.

call the cell.

please.

PLEASE.

ill give you a dollar.

♥ shannon