I decided to delete this entry becuase well, I did. I hate feeling like this though. its now the morning after, and all i feel is sick to my stomach about the whole thing. I don't understand why he didn't want to try and work through it. He said that all the bad out weighed the good and well, I dont agree with that at all. becuase the times when we ( Read more... )

I believe you when you say that you didnt say it. that you agreed with her, but that those words never came out of your mouth. I'm not angry anymore. honestly? I'm more hurt then anything, whether you said it or not. What i dont understand is why you would say/agree with her about it. It doesnt make sense in my head. I don't think you realize how ( Read more... )

the past few days have been a blast. tons of pictures, some with my new hair cut!

ttheres onlylike a few. not a ton, but whatever. lol

( Tons O' Pics )

Yesterday, i decided to get my hair cut. while the girl was washing my hair, i asked Greg (my hairdresser) how much hair i have to cut off to be able to donate it to locks of love. He said 10 inches. at first,i was like no way am i cutting 10 inches of hair off of my head ( Read more... )

I startes work today. it was ok. boring ( Read more... )

Today I ended up talking to Mrs. Lombardi, the Varsity Coach about why I didn't make the team. Her Answer? "You're good at fielding, You got at pop flies, your good at do or dies, you have a nice arm, but your mechanics when you hit are off and i would be worried putting you up against a fast pitcher." Hello! I hit agaisnt Natalie Cruz! shes one ( Read more... )

Really really bad News. and Really really good news ( Read more... )

Softball tryouts have been crazy. we'e had it almost every day for the past week. Its not as bad as it used to be thought. I dread the first 20 minutes when we do conditioning and the last 10 when we do running. but other then that, I love it. and wanna know like one of the best parts about it? Since tryouts started, I lost 7 pounds. and its ( Read more... )

I'm so excited. Softball has been fucking amazing during tryouts. I've been doing really really well and Mrs. Lombardi (the varsity coach) actually said to a friend of mine... "Holy Shit she's good." fuck yea ( Read more... )